Break

As of Thursday, I’m officially done with guard forever. We were supposed to have 2 more competitions. I had already performed my last show without knowing. Don’t get me wrong, I’ve been counting down the days until we’re done, but I wanted to finish out the season. I should have been able to finish it. I understand why they cancelled it, and I know that pretty much everyone in every other sport/activity is feeling the same way, but it’s hard not to feel angry and bitter about it. I’m going to miss it. I can do all the things I’m not allowed to do during the season now, but it’s not really the same. I already painted my nails, and I guess I’m cutting my hair and piercing my ear after break. This whole situation sucks. I get that life is like that sometimes, but it still hurts.

We’ve been on the road to Colorado for about an hour now. Lumi’s sleeping next to me. She gets so bored, but she’s gonna love it when we get there. There’s great snow this year (not as much as last year, but still good). I’m not extremely worried about our trip, but I know a lot of people who are going on cruises and leaving the country. Really, we should be fine. We’ll be outside pretty much all week and we’re driving instead of going through any airports. It’s looking like a lot of people are cancelling too, so hopefully the lift lines will be quick.

Song of the day: We didn’t start the fire by Billy Joel (it’s been that kind of week)