I was supposed to get up at 6:20 this morning to go in early and retake a test. I don’t know if I didn’t set the alarm or if I slept through it or what, but either way, I didn’t get up. My teacher is saying I probably can’t take it now, so my dad is going to lose his mind. After all that studying and worrying about it, I’m not even going to be able to take the test. Dad’s been saying my grades are so awful recently (I don’t consider 84% to be bad, but hey, it’s whatever) and last night he got all weird and asked if I don’t like him. I genuinely don’t know why he asked. He acts like I don’t ever talk to him but really he just doesn’t notice when I talk to him. It’s fine. I lost my voice last night because I yelled in my car the entire way to practice. I’m very ready to live 9 hours away from my parents. Living without them breathing down my neck sounds nice. I’m worried I’m going to get another migraine.
I just want this week to be over, I want guard to be over, I want to graduate. I’m so tired all the time and every time I try to fix one thing I make another thing worse. I forgot my gloves last night at practice, so my hands were really beat up by the end, and since I woke up late today, I don’t have my gloves again. I didn’t eat this morning, and I’m trying hard not to get grumpy about it, but I just feel bad. I hope I’m not getting sick.
Hockey stuff: Uh, Pens and Flyers won but I had practice and couldn’t watch, Blues won but I was studying so I didn’t watch, Avs and Canucks play tonight. One of my favorite Nucks is possibly out for the season, but one of my favorite flyers is probably going to the AHL for conditioning soon-ish. I got to watch the pens on sunday on the bus. I missed them. It’s been a really long time since I’ve gotten to actually sit and watch hockey.
Song of the day: Don’t take the money by bleachers
Melayed Penalty 